Random Poetry

Help Me See
I know you love me,
you have before,
but why can't I walk out the door.
Maybe I can't forget you,
maybe it was meant to be.
Someone help me try to see.
Does that love still wander in my heart
or did it just suddenly fall apart.
I need the truth,
please help me see, if there’s still love between you and me.


The Difference
It was raining outside, the sky was dark and gray,
I felt like the whole world had lied and gone away.
I walked outside, laid me down to cry,
but suddenly you were by my side.
You held my hand and told me it was alright.
You told me you would never let me out of your sight.
Then I stopped crying, held your hand real tight,
and then thats when I knew everything was alright.


Home
Deep within my heart, I keep the love I have for you.
Hiding, shunned, and controlled.
Yet I see others with open hearts,
which show their love for others.
Desperately wanting you, I try to let it go,
afraid to love again, for my heart has been broken before.
Cautiously, I try to love, still scared and fragile,
yet you love me unconditionally.
I think I have found that place, that one desire,
I think... I hope... I wish.... I have finally found my home.


Letting You Go
I know this will hurt
I know both of us will cry
This decision wasn't made easily
A tear falls from my eye
Don’t think I never cared
You really should know
I am finding it especially hard
Letting you go.
I try to imagine us
Both with someone new
But all I can see
Are visions of me and you?
As I look back,On our light hearted days
I wonder to myself
Will these feelings ever fade away?
I try to reassure myself
That I am doing the right thing
but all I can think of is the pain this will bring
I hope someday you understand
Why I had to do this
I think you should know
Just how hard I am trying to let this all go


Dark Room

I sit in the corner in my dark room
And all I can do is think of you.
The mistakes we made,
The price we have paid.
I would give anything to feel your pain.
To take it away is what I ask,
This time will soon pass.
I pray for you each and every night.
I will never give up this fight.
I hope she forgives you,
I truly do even if you don't choose to believe that’s true.
I wish you happiness
I wish you peace...
This is what I pray for most when I go to sleep.