These Feelings that come back

It's all coming back
This feeling of mine
Something I couldn't erase
for a really long time.
I thought It was over.
I believed I had moved on
because it took so long
to go back the right way
I don't want to go back,
feeling the same pain
Afraid to take that road
That drove me half insane
Someone is dragging me
Dragging me back
Again making me realize
all that life lacks.
I begin to agree
and begin to give in,
I feel so alone
and feel trapped from within
How long time time?
Will these feelings remain?
How much time until
I can forget the past?
You brought this upon me
as you ran away again
You brought these feelings back
These feelings of love and the lack .