Living life without really living

Over the past couple of months I have been smothered in what I call "the fog". It has been difficult to laugh, difficult to smile, and difficult to live life to its fullest. I am by nature a pretty happy person and for these past months I haven't felt that way. It has been hard to be in the fog and not only hard for me, but I am sure hard for those around me. There are many difficult things that I am having to deal with right now from not being able to identify with any kind of man relationship I am having, to not enjoying my job (yes a job not the career I so desperatly want) and my daughter has been having many problems also. I keep waving back and forth as to what I am going to do about all of these things and the only times I find comfort is when I am reading, tweeting, hanging with my daughter or writing. Hence, why I finally started this blog. I am really not looking for followers or even one person to read it. Just want to write down all my thoughts and make sense out of them for once. It has always been an extreme passion of mine to write mostly poetry but the older I am getting the more I see that I can also just write to write without having to rhyme even one word.

Blessings